My Ruined Reputation
2004-12-31 20:48:49 (UTC)

This Is The Hardest Part Of Living

I hate this feeling...I feel like I'm about to explode if
I don't do anything soon. But I don't know what to do...I
think the only calming thing of today is that it's
raining. For some reason rain always makes me feel better,
whether I'm in it or not. Sometimes if it's raining really
hard I'll just stand in it and get soaked to the bone. I
don't know what it is about it that makes me feel so good,
but I'm glad it does. It hardly ever rains here, and it's
been raining all week.

But for some reason I just can't deter the feeling that
something's missing, but I don't know what that something
is! I just feel so alone right now...I want to let it all
out but I don't know how. I'm so confused.

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