guailuilui

guailuilu's thoughts
2004-12-31 08:20:07 (UTC)

love = ?

love is a queer thing, let's not even talk bout love, lets
start with a crush, how odd it is to start figuring out
wut the other person is actually thinking, it's so
difficult, all your friends are helping u figure it out,
but nothing comes about, nothing is as good as actually
asking that person yourself, asking them and getting a
straight answer, thats all i wanted. and this continues
through the stages of love, from crush, to steady to break
up. all i wanted was a straight ans. i dun want to guess
wut is going on. i dun want to guess wut u're thinking,
all i want is to have u TELL me wut u're thinking. making
me think about it myself is a very cruel task, i dun want
to think, becuz the more i think, the more upset i am, the
more i think i miss u, the more i think i love u, that's
torture, y? how? can somebody torture the one they love?
or the very least have loved? stop being so cruel to me,
my heart aches when i think of u, how long have it been
already 5 wks. and the pain never stopped, plz make it
stop, plz stop the pain, isnt love to bring happiness to
the one u love? thats wut u taught me, but how can u go
against wut u have once let me believe?




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