lynn Rodgers

The Saga of Dreams
2004-12-30 23:31:35 (UTC)

My written diary 2nd article

Sept 11th, 2004
I have tried to talk to him about it to no avail. Still no
closer to understanding what is going on here.I cant seem
to do anything to please him. I installed new flooring in
the down stairs bathroom, been trying to stay busy, doing
things.Terry has come home so I must continue this later.
Today is Tuesday the 14th of Sept.
I scraped the skirting, aka the baseboard on the down
stairs bathroom. I hope to finsih it tommorrow and put up
the new painted quarter round. It will look nice when I am
done. I want to start work on upstairs bathroomnext,
install flooring and repaint it. I have been trying to
convince terry to paint it 2 different shades if the same
color. He is very argumentative today. More than the normal
for sure. I am somewhat heart weary. He asked for my
opinion on the paint, but I know he has no intention of
listening to my advice. I am tired of being fussed at,
yelled at and very unloved, the kisses are more rare. I
feel major unwanted here. I dont know what to do. I have
loved terry for 3 yrs now. I went thru hell to be with him
and I know he can be loveable when he wants to be. I havent
seen that side of him since I have been back here. My heart
says I love him and he loves me but my head, well it it
agrees with him, for he says that I am silly, and I must be
pretty stupid to . who knows I sure dont. Close for now, am
very tired, I feel so alone, tess the dog acts like she
loves me more than terry does. bless her heart, she is a
good dog.




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