PoliceGirl

My So Called Life
2004-12-29 22:26:10 (UTC)

Update of This Life

Well....my bro and I made up...haven't had anymore yelling
matches since the last entry I made...Now I bet we're
gonna have another argument of some sort because of this
entry..I tend to jinx myself......

Haven't gotten to talk to my friend that spent the night
Monday then threw up....her phone has been
disconnected..I'll probably see her
tonight...Hopefully...I don't see why I wouldn't

Still somewhat worried about TJ.....he ALWAYS says he's
busy...doesn't even feel like we're going out...seems like
we're just friends..I don't want to be JUST FRIENDS..I
don't think...I don't know...I don't know WHAT I
want....I'm so confused..I need some direction....need
someone to help me...I need.....a miracle.....I need....I
don't know that either..I don't know ANYTHING...all I know
is that I like my friends, family, and TJ....I don't know
anything else......Some friends......are better friends to
me than others......so I LOVE some friends, and like some
others.....I do LOVE my family....don't know how I feel
about TJ....still confused........what to do? What
if.........never mind, don't want to say. Don't want to
think that right now.....so I won't.....I prevent myself
from thinking what I was about to say....because I don't
want it to happen.......but it might......if you are my
friend and are reading this and want to know what it
is...I'll tell you...but please don't tell anyone
else..I'll only tell people that I WANT to know it....

Hmm........better start getting ready to leave........be
back later...might add another entry before I go to bed
tonight.... ::sigh:: Until later, my readers, friends, or
w/e...

*~*~*~*~*~*~Jen~*~*~*~*~*~*




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