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Feelings and thoughts about...
2004-12-29 20:23:03 (UTC)

The Past (my classmate Alexander)

My first year at elementary school :) Everything is new
for me, everything is happening first time. First friends,
first worlds, that I wrote in my textbook, first (and the
best) teacher. Just as newborn life, I've started to write
a different part in my memory in that time. We was so
young, so naive. Kids :) But for us it was not a game, it
was a live, a real live, we learnt how to survive in
sicoiety, between others and in peace with others.
Sometimes it was difficult... :)

I've met him after school near my apartment entrance, he
had a note book with him, which was very important for
him. :) We played together, after a while we become a best
friends, me and him :) We was pending all our free time
out of school together, but in school we was sitting on
different places and never together. :) It was uncool to
be friend with a girl. :) We've done a lot together. I can
say , that I've spent the bist time in my childhood with
him. But we growe up...after 3 years of our friendship
we've fall out...It was hard...for me and I think for him
too for him. Some years past, we've finished secodnary
school and we become a friends again, but not for a long
time...I left to live in another city, I saw him again one
year after and realized that he was my first love...:) Six
years past, a lot of things happend with me and him also...

I've got a letter today, it was from him. :) I've read it
and couldn't talk or think about something for a while. He
is okay, having his life, met a girl and trying to build a
serious relationships with her. Gosh ! Time goes fast ! it
seems like yesterday we've been a kids and now, some of us
already having a families or kids. And me, still didn't
find a place in this live. Strange...:)

I wish you the best, dear. Really, I hope you'll reach all
goals in your life which you wanted to reach. I will never
forget, what we have done together. I wish if everybody
could have a friend like you was for me.
Only the best luck for you. :) Inshallah, you'll be more
than fine.
HRANI TEBYA ALLAH




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