Nikki33

The Many Wonders of Nicole :-)
2004-12-28 07:58:26 (UTC)

My first entry

Ah, what to say, what to say. Well, I am on break right
now from Central Washington University. I wouldnt exactly
call it a break though. Life has been hectic since the day
I left Ellensburg. Between family stuff, boy problems, and
me problems, I have exactly found time to sit around and
relax. And being sick doesnt count because thats not
relaxing, thats being in pain.
I have to go back to school this Sunday, which will be
awfully sad. With Andrew and I back together, this will be
the breaking point whether we stay together or not. We do
not trust eachother whatsoever. One mistake by either of us
by hanging out with the wrong person, or people, our
relationship will never last. Sometimes I feel any
relationship I get into is doomed anyways. Its amazing how
2 people can change in the course of 3 months, one person
for the good, the other for the, well....not so good.
I have met some awesome people since Ive been in school.
You all know who you are. Without them, I think I would
definetly want to transfer by now. But there is that 1
person that I dont think I could have made it through
anything without him.....he was there when my mom was sick
with cancer, when I was sick, and has been there for a long
time.....dont know what I would do without him.
Anyways, tomorrow I go back to the dr. to find out the
results of my MRI. Yippee.....hopefully it says "no
surgury" all over the paper. Hehehehe...I think this online
diary will be good for me. Take out my frustrations on here
without burdening others with my problems. If they wanna
know, they can just read it, right? haha, ok, bed time for
Nikki, goodnight!




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