PoliceGirl

My So Called Life
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2004-12-27 23:16:17 (UTC)

Well...

I'm back (again) =). I love this...I can come here and
write anything in this diary....and I can get a load off
my mind..it's cool...I don't know who I can go to out of
my friends and say what I say here without them telling
everyone else..I can think of some of my friends...but
others....well....I'll go into that later I think...don't
want to get anyone mad at me...so tired of people being
mad at me.....

WHY MUST WINTER BREAK END? I DO NOT WANT TO GO BACK TO
SCHOOL! The ONLY good thing about going back to school is
the fact that I get to see my friends again...that will be
nice....I miss them....don't get to talk to them much....I
think I will get numbers so I can keep in touch with them
when we are not at school.....can't wait to get out of
this house....the family in it drives me
crazy...especially my dad...always yelling at me...never
ending...my mom and brother don't yell at me ALL the
time......so tired of being yelled at......just want the
yelling and screaming to stop....STOP THE SCREAMING AND
YELLING!

I need a job....according to dad, I don't do anything
around the house.....going to have to work at publix
across from where I live...I have no other choice...don't
even have permit yet, and even if I did...no one would let
me drive to and from work...I can walk to and from Publix
when and if I get a job there........

hmm......this is cool.......I love this site.......thanks
for telling Sarah about it Tim.....thanks for telling me
about it Sarah.......I get a LOT off my mind here........
I love it...this is great.....thank you, whoever created
this site......you're awesome.....

What to say next? I don't know. I don't know anything. All
I know is I love my friends and (I THINK) my
boyfriend..........is it love? I am sixteen.....that isn't
TOO young to love........but do I love him? I know I like
him.....but it's more than like...........could it be
love? I don't know......I rarely get to talk to him and I
rarely get to see him......always busy........always
working........free two days a week....Thursday and
Sunday.......Thursdays I can't because of school the next
day........Sundays are my busy days.........I may get to
see him this Sunday if I'm lucky......haven't seen him
since we started going out..........I still fear that he
may cheat on me...........but someone will keep an eye on
him for me.......that makes me feel
better..........hmm..........don't know what else to
say..........so ta-ta for now........

*~*~*~*~*~*~Jen~*~*~*~*~*~*


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