Nasethray

Book of Dreams
2004-12-26 01:26:48 (UTC)

holidays

for some reason i can't get into the holiday spirit. i
didn't buy anybody any gifts, i made some for my friends
though. the only thing i like about the holidays is the
lights. i don't like eating big meals and sitting around
with family. i'd rather be by myself or with friends or
something...then again for a teenager i guess that's normal.
i'm glad i got great gifts, but i'm sad at the same time.
i don't know why i feel so sad, but i know i don't like
people spending money on me. i just don't seem..worth it. i
hate how money has a certain "value". it's just paper,
anyone could copy it.
nothing much else to say
i love derek so much.. -lauren

p.s.: i hope i can be feeling better soon :( i just don't
know what to do..




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