muse

void deck
2004-12-24 16:48:15 (UTC)

birthday and christmas eve

Today is my birthday. The day started with a little
disappointment caused by Kresna. You know, me being me,
always have high hopes on my friends. He insisted that I
must be online during the first hour of my birthday. I was
expecting something special from him, maybe he asked him
to be online... or yeah, whatever. It turned out that he
only wanted to wish me a happy birthday. Got pretty
disappointed there.

So I went to sleep. Mom woke me up in the noon and told me
that Erick called. Well, that's a nice surprise. Really
brightened up my day. It's nice to know that he cares. So
I waited for him to call again.

He did. His voice sent tingling down my spine. I must say
he has pretty nice and soothing voice. Said very little,
as usual. Not that it matters really. I miss him and
what's better than to hear his voice.

I wish that he sent me email too. I want to talk to him
longer, asked him what he has been doing.

Oh, well. No promises and no agenda. I don't want to put
my hope high about this matter anymore. I still like him
but I am no longer crazy about him.

I went out to Plaza Indonesia with Kat this evening. Had
dinner with her father, Mike and her at Sushi Tei. What a
dejavu!

Saw Lily and Riswanto in PI. Did not greeted them because
felt a bit awkward. Should have greeted them actually...
regret that.

It's a pretty lovely Christmas Eve... Thank you, Lord!




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