Barb

Dusty Memories
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2004-12-24 07:10:41 (UTC)

~SIGH~

I went out...spur of the moment. Sometimes I feel it will
help....drown out the thoughts of you in my mind.
It never helps...and I never learn...
I miss you soo much...it makes me cry...
It hurts to cry...have I told you that? Have I ever told
you that I wish soo much..that someone would cry for
me...as I cry for you? ~Soft sigh~ Some people...have
someone...who love them soo much...thats its almost
inconcieveable....
I do not...but you Dusty...you do...
Terri would cry...if you left....she would regret that you
were gone...but I think...I believe...it would be for all
the material things you bring to her life. And of course
for the angels you have both created. Which you should
never leave! Ever!And for the *familiarality* you are in
her life...and I only think that of her...because of what
we shared about each others life. I know how you said she
acts...and I felt and acted the same with Dennis...
Not because I didn't love him...because I do love him for
who he is...but....I am not *In love* with him. As she to
you....
I agree with you there...
Children we create...deserve all that we have...everything
we sacrifice is theres . As it should be. And I would never
be one to take that from a child...ever.
And I would never *ask* you to love me....but...
I ask god every night...to return to me...my friend....
You...
~softly sobs~ It wasn't fair Dusty....
To leave me as you did
To say you would always be there...and never speak again....



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