Rejected

Rejected
Ad 0:
2004-12-20 22:10:51 (UTC)

*sigh*

monday...i would have been working but i got a suspension
for not getting transportation...stupid

i still have more christmas stuff to buy but i have no money
until thursday...and im going to the DMV to re-get my
permit...then license...

my roommate is being exceptionally celfcentered lately...she
is just out of control and seeking attention majorly...her
father died when she was like...2...she says she rememebrs
him...i doubt it...but she gets all depressing and moody all
december long b/c she says she is mad at her dad for dying
on her b-day and christmas eve...GET OVER IT!

im being rude but i just dont care anymore...the band thing
is never gonna happen and it will be b/c of her and her
celf-centeredness...

depressed again...miss someone bigtime...the bad thing
is...i just seen her like 3-4 days ago...something like
that...i talked to her online a day or 2 ago too...this is
bad that i feel like this...i dont like to be attached to
someone like this...i hate it b/c if i move/leave/or she
stops talking to me...or i hurt her somehow then it would
just kill me...almost literally...i think i love her...i
really do...i just dont know who to talk to...she knows i
like her...but she doesnt know i may love her...god..i feel
so stupid...i shouldnt but i do...


Ad:0
https://monometric.io/ - Modern SaaS monitoring for your servers, cloud and services