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there is no dignity in death
2004-12-20 03:32:20 (UTC)

no news

no news...just waiting till 4 so i can go to work for the
second last rostered time...got called this morning asking
if i wanted to do a swing shift...lol i cant handle being
there for 5 hours let alone 10...soz guys...cant be
entirely all your fault...anthony went home yesterday
arvo...feels like it was days ago tho...i hate it when he
leaves...its like a part of me is missing...and it
hurts...i suppose thats just life...and that is how it has
to be for a while..long while...hrm..hopefully not too
long..
ne ways...went to dobbos party saturday night...turned out
how i thought it would..boring and predictable...im just so
over those ppl...like when we went to michaels party with
matt n tim and stuff it was so fun...im over the bitchiness
and sluttiness of the chicks in the group...i dont think
tiff has actually been to one of dobbos parties without
hooking up with someone...being with the old mates is so
much better and i think it is something that i will start
to do...leave all the other shit behind that comes with the
group...i think that alot of us will fall apart when school
starts ne way...i know that i aint going to worry about ne
thing that goes on in the group...its my vce and its
something that im not going to fuck up...not for that petty
shit ne way...
o how sweet just got a message from bradyn..fuck off as if
im gonna talk to you...what a shame..no credit...altho im
getting some this arvo...he doesnt need to know that

i made anthony open his christmas present..which was the
quicksilver wallet and metal mulisha tickets...i think he
liked it..i hope so anyway..i thought i did good...maybe he
wanted to go with someone else or sumthing...i dont
know...but im looking forward to it...even tho its in
march...i love spending time with in...even if it is when
we fall asleep on the couch lol...
ne way...gotta go to work in 2 hours...dont want to :o( i
hate it so much..i hate the people i hate the customers i
hate the work i just hate the whole package all together...
but on the up side...its money...which i desperatly need at
the moment..with it being christmas in 5 days n all...lol i
cant wait to get presents...lol speaking of present..when
anthony got here on friday night he gave me this big box
thats is painted like a present and has a ribbon at the top
and everything..its so cute..i love it...hes so cute..

so thats about it...
i miss anthony...and not this weekend but the next he will
hopefully be drivin here and staying here for a week..itll
be great..just gotta think of some stuff to do..and itll be
over new years to...still gotta find something to do...im
thinking of heading down to the beach and watching the
fireworks...thats if its good weather...might go to a party
before hand or something...i dunno...see whats going on...

i have a burn on my finger and it hurts...it burns...lol
funny that..its only like this big -
o and for christmas...with it only being me n mum
now :o)...we are going to the melbourne zoo...im so
excited...itll be fun as...something differnt...getting rid
of the old traditions of having a huge lunch and
everything...

well i gotta go...have fun
someone send me feedback or sumthing coz u know..im getting
bored talking to myself..give me a topic to talk
about...nice work




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