Thoughts arrive like butterflies
V upset..not heard from C in ages.
Also I came on yesterday so I'm not pregnant. I
mean...that's a good thing because I'm too young for a
baby, especially with someone who's now living at the other
side of the world, but I want a baby sooo much. I know
they're hard work and ruin your life but I havent much of a
life to ruin. I just want a baby....a beautiful baby, and I
wasnt C as its dad but that seems V unlikely. Still, I did
kinda hope....he's left me with nothing he could have left
me with a baby...? Maybe not....
Am geting my tongue pierced on Fri...something to look