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K's Chaos
2004-12-06 16:38:44 (UTC)

Maury Povich

Every time I happen to be flippin' the channels it seems
like Maury is always doing a show about "who's my baby
daddy?" Does he ever have any other topics on his show? He
is just one step about Jerry Springer. Trash t.v. I love
Montel Williams though. He is one sexy man. He has good
topics on his show. He seems like a stand up guy... I'd
knock boots with him!! ROFL!!! I like Regis and Kelly too.
Just in case you were wondering!

So yesterday I talked to my best friend. She is really
having a hard time right now. We have not done the best job
of spending a lot of time together. She has been living in
her Mom's house but her mom decided to sell the house. It
sold very quickly...so, she will have to move two days
after Christmas. Her Mom and her husband live in a small
town about an hour outside of Wichita. Kim (my best friend)
went back to school this semester and is living off of
student loans so she is moving out there with her mom until
she graduates in May. So, she is upset about losing her
home. AND, she is still getting over a heart break. She
dated a guy through high school and her first couple years
of college. After she graduated from college she moved to
Georgia with him. They broke up and Kim came back to
Kansas. They continued to talk and they would see each
other when he would come to visit his family. He
continuously asked her to come back to him.He confessed his
undying love all of the time. Kim was seriously considering
going back to him. He came down in the end of May. Kim saw
him as usual. Then....she picked up the local newspaper in
August and guess who was in the paper. Under the section
that announces marriages!! He got married!! She feels so
betrayed and just all around horrible. I would love to cut
his nuts off with a spoon. She is such an amazing person
and he really messed up by giving her up. So, anyway, she
also has a sister that is suicidal. Needless to say, she is
going through a lot right now. She called me last night and
was crying. She said that she just wanted to hear my voice
because she felt like she was having a break down. I felt
so bad for her. I offered to go over to her house but she
said that she just wanted to talk to me and then go to bed.
We talked for and hour and a half and she said she felt
better. I love her to pieces..I wish I could take it all
away.

Then I got online to work on my paper. My friend Ames was
on line. She is having a horrible time as well.
Relationships suck sometimes. I wanted so badly to help her
feel better but I think I just made her feel like a psycho.
Well, maybe not that bad! I just want to take all of her
hurt away too.

Needless to say I have not finished my last (the biggest)
paper of the semester. It is due tomorrow. BUT, I would not
have it any other way. I mean, I wish it was done but I
would always choose being there for my friends when they
need me.

I think I am gonna go to the store and get some Dr. Pepper
and hit my paper...finish it up. Return to my life!! I want
to check on Ames sometime today. I will try to finish my
paper and maybe give her a call if it doesn't get too late.
Actually, I will probably take a break and chat with her on
line!! hehehehe

Laters!!




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