JessyLeigh

Am I crazy? I think so!
2004-12-06 09:50:00 (UTC)

Catch up

On Friday I went out with Jannica and Mike and some of
Jannica's friends for her birthday. It was great. Jannica
told me that everyone thinks that Luis is only using me for
my settlement. I almost died laughing I told her yeah he
may be using me but trust me its not for money. He pays for
almost everything and whenI do pay he's always trying to
pay me back. She was like you know he's using you and
you're ok with that. So I told her that Luis and I are both
in this relationship because it is easy, we don't make
demands on each other that we can't fill and we don't have
to worry about jealously on eithers part. Yeah we care
about each other in our own way but we don't want to get
hurt again so we are happy with what we have and fuck
whoever has a problem with. Then Isaac and I were talking
about how he told our new maintence guy that I liked him
just because I was checking him out. We were talking about
Haywood who is a manager at a different store that Isaac
used to work at and I asked him if he had told Haywood the
same thing because the first time I ever saw him Isaac was
there and he Haywood walked in and my jaw dropped because
is HOT! But Isaac said he didn't bacause he thinks Haywood
is the type of guy I would be serious about while Esteban
is just someone who I would play with like I do with Luis.
Now we haven't told anyone except our friends about our
relationship and they know we're just casually dating but
most of the people there think that we are serious about
each other or at least I am. I asked him why he thought
that and he said that I don't act like I am serious about
Luis when people ask about it I'm like don't worry about
it. So I asked him why he thought I would be serious about
Haywood he said because that Haywood is more of the type of
guy that he can see me with, that I would think more about
important things with him and not just about sex. I thought
it was pretty interesting that Isaac someone who I don't
talk to the much because we don't get along that well could
figure that out about me but my friends and people who I
thought were my friends think that it is Luis that I am
serious about.




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