taking heed

slightly exaggerated
2004-12-06 05:52:15 (UTC)

neccesity made me do it

there's so much to write about yet getting to a solid
start remains probematic. The biggest thing is this.
Consummerism. I'm being griped by it. It is pulling me
down into the mud. Last week I bought things and at a
feverish pace, and, unsur-fucking-prisingly, I'm not
satisfied. No, I want more. It's all true. All of it. My
integriy is there, in a modified form, but I'm buying
things. It has got to stop. Also, my fucking job has
ruined by my already menial ability to concentr