Lost Munkey

Lock Me Inside And Throw Away The Key
2004-12-05 15:48:47 (UTC)

Quite a lonely place

It has been some time since I've written in here...James and
I broke up a day before our 8 month, my friend Jackie keeps
having to have surgery for a new problem every month it
seems, I like someone but nothings ever going to happen with
that (which is fine, i don't really care), parentals suck,
grades are going down again, everything is too stressful to
deal with, and I hate being single.

Two days after James and I broke up, he kissed another girl,
a girl who I had tried to be friends with while we were
dating just so it wouldn't be weird to me that they were so
close....and two days after we part ways, they kiss?


I almost killed myself the other day haha....why that makes
me laugh I don't know, maybe it's because I realize now how
stupid that sounds. I only write that stuff in here because
nobody that I know personally has access to this, so this is
my free for all, write every word that I'm thinking journal,
and the only messages I get are from random people and I
like that. I doubt anybody actually reads these entries

I am a 17 year old failure.

Well, I must go to work now. The Original Steakhouse and
Sports Theater, here I come.




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