Jams

Lesbian....Yes!
2004-12-01 01:18:00 (UTC)

November 30th 2004 5:08pm....Interesting

Okay so an update on what's been happening lately.

1. I had an awesome job interview today and I loved what
the company had to offer including the pay. I hope I land
the job.

2. I kind of made out with Tasha last Friday and felt mad
weird about it afterwards. She did too cause we kind of
stopped in the middle.

3. I kind of have a crush on Marissa which is stupid and
typical of me.

4. I am in a financial crisis I think but I should be a
little more stressed about it and I'm not.

5. I just landed two more roles in two different theatres
for two different plays. I am happy about that cause it
keeps me sane.

6. I just got a new roomie in my apartment and she is nice.
It is cool that we have a totally different life from one
another cause it was bothering me living with my last
roomie.

7. I've been really depressed in the past few weeks and
don't kow what to do as usual to get out of it. I think I
need a life change and hope a new job will be the start of
it.

8. I hate changes sometimes cause I never know when they
will come and what will happen when they do.

9. I have accepted the fact that my bestest friend in the
whole wide world is now a married woman and our lives are
going to be very distant from one another for a while.
Funny that a couple of years ago, I would have been
devastated about it. But today, I am content with it and
willing to just let it be.

10. I hate working here at washington mutual more than you
know but I am so scared to start off somewhere new. But if
it is meant for me to make that change, I am willing to
make it.

So pretty much that is all that I am thinking. I am still
having those "where is my girlfriend" thoughts and stuff
liek that but I am sure you are all tired of hearing me say
that. Shit, I am tired of me saying it. I am trying my best
to accept the fact that I may just be alone forever. That
way if I do meet that special someone, I will cherish it
even more. We'll see. Until later.




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