Kellsir

Demented Demensions
2004-11-29 20:47:01 (UTC)

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OMG! On launch cast (yahoo radio) Feelin this came on.
Damn that's a good blink 182 cd... this just made my day,
no week, no YEAR!

This cd reminds me of last winter, snowdays on my heater
talking online to Meghan Scott and Brett, ski club ( well
i didnt do it but brett told me everything about it ), and
me and brett being friends last year... this also reminds
me of listening to this cd at my house writing in my
diary.. which im doing right now!! :) Ahh Middle school!

Im feeling better today.. i think winter just makes me
depressed... i feel like im being more independent.. i
mean i never had a bf for more than like 3 days until
brett and i went out.. and we fought a lot b/c he'd try to
help me but i always did things my way.. now that i've
gotten used to letting him do stuff for me its hard b/c
now he isnt there to do them? idk, this independence thing
kinda comes easy to me though... i think because of my mom
and dad that i'll always be messed up about guys..? idk..
guys are the confusing ones not girls

omg.. today mr. brown was like " KELLY U GOT BRACES?!" so
everyone laughed and teased... he is sooo getting it
twenty times worse! We made a truce about embarrassing
eachother in front of the class... i always called him
out... and he broke the truce.. i think i should depants
him or something lol..
when we got those list things he was like " who is kelly
most compatable with... SATAN?!" and everyone laughed..
needless to say i thought that was crossing the line...
gotta love Mr. Brown.. always there to kick ya when ur
down :)

hmm i like writing in this thing.. its actually like i
have a friend....:):( idk which smiley to use for that
one.. thats just lame


dude... i hate cheerleading! I mean we have a 3 hour
practice on my birthday and all of my brothers wrestling
meets.. and this friday we were gonna celebrate my
birthday by goin to the zoo lights..
but now we cant do that because we have a game! ugh!!!!!!
its like i cant even have one day for myself.. oh well..
just adds on to the list of crap in my life.. i think the
list is getting shorter...

ever wanna say something to someone but u cant... or u
feel like ur competing for something you're never gonna
win...? i have that feeling.. i need a shrink! leave me
some notes kids! write more later if i feel up to it.. or
if anything remotely exciting happens to me

hmm ashlee simpson just came on launch cast.. yessss!

the zoo lights are soo romantic.. i was just thinkin of
that.. once again.. alone.. always alone on my birthday
and christmas... and new years.. well just all the time :)
hmm i really wanna get over brett before the zoo lights..
because its soo romantic.. which would be depressing
considering he already likes someone else... funny how
things work out..

well there is this one quote from The Notebook and this
is for all the girls/guys who got dumped.. lol.. im such a
loser.. but this quote really does help a lot

crap i cant find it.. but this is what i kinda remember..

its something about song keep putting ur self through it
if it just hurts more everytime..

so basically if u get dumped and it hurts.. dont keep
putting ur self through it if it doesnt work out.. just
use time.. let god works his course

hmm good notebook quote : i didnt believe that you were
that way, i never did, but hearing it and thinking about
all our differences made me wonder if maybe the summer
meant more to me than it meant to you


Bible quote for today: " Do not repay evil with evil or
insult with insult, but with blessing" 1 Peter 3:9
i learned that in bible school when i was like 10.. theres
a song and dance.. ask me and ill show it to u

g2g to cheerleading ttyl

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