Cath

my so called life
2004-11-26 11:42:54 (UTC)

When all you got is hurt

Dear ...,
I' writing you this because it is now impossible for me to
actually talk to you.
I am so sorry that you're hurt, I'm so sorry that I
disappointed you and didn't turn out to be the person you
wanted me to be. I can see that you're hurting and that
there's something missing in your life, and I'm so sorry
that I can't fill the emptiness.

But I cannot understand why you're so mad at me. Does it
have to be all or nothing? Is the world black or white?
Isn't our friendship worth more, do I mean so little to you
that if you can't have it your way, you'd rather forget
about me? I'm so sorry that things are like this, and
allthough I really really want to, I can't bring myself to
talk to you. Because I'm hurt too, I'm disappointed as
well. And I'm mad at you. I never meant for you to get
hurt, but you're blaming me. I honestly think I've done
nothing wrong. You know I've been through a rough time, and
you make everything about you and don't realize that I am a
person too. I am someone, I'm not put into this world for
your sake.

I'm so sorry for everything, but most of all I'm so sad
that we were close friends for two and a half year and I
never knew you could be so cruel and scheming.

Is it getting better
Or do you feel the same
Will it make it easier on you now
You got someone to blame

You say...
One love
One life
When it's one need
In the night
One love
We get to share it
Leaves you baby if you
Don't care for it

Did I disappoint you
Or leave a bad taste in your mouth
You act like you never had love
And you want me to go without

Well it's...
Too late
Tonight
To drag the past out into the light
We're one, but we're not the same
We get to
Carry each other
Carry each other

One...

Have you come here for forgiveness
Have you come to raise the dead
Have you come here to play Jesus
To the lepers in your head

Did I ask too much
More than a lot
You gave me nothing
Now it's all I got
We're one
But we're not the same
Well we
Hurt each other
Then we do it again

You say
Love is a temple
Love a higher law
Love is a temple
Love the higher law
You ask me to enter
But then you make me crawl
And I can't be holding on
To what you got
When all you got is hurt

One love
One blood
One life
You got to do what you should
One life
With each other
Sisters
Brothers
One life
But we're not the same
We get to
Carry each other
Carry each other
One...life
One