Nicole

~Lost in Darkness~
2004-11-24 03:02:42 (UTC)

Moving IS a Possibility

So ya, it seems that were going to be moving. When i asked
how much of a percent dad told me 70% chance. The papers
are already are starting to be signed. Im scared, i really
am. I get to stay at Campbell, but.. its an hour drive from
what moms telling me. Its happening so fast. The people saw
the house last wensday, were here yesterday (monday) and
were supposed to see our 'new' house friday. Moms saying
theres a chance that if all runs smothlly we'll be in our
new house by Christmas. BY CHRISTMAS! Thats in a month! Ive
never moved be4, well i have but i was 3 at the time, so
basically as far as i can remember, ive never had to move.
All my memories are in this house. Ill admit it, im scared,
i dont deal with physical change well, i really dont. And
my parents expect me to pack up my life and dump it in a
new spot. Im sorry if im not all for this brite idea. I
mean, ya great, a bigger house, but damnit! this is where i
was raised. This is the street i had my first kiss on,
where i broke my wrist. I guess what im afraid of is
forgetting, loosing my memories. I value my memorie above
most things. Its little things that make the diffrence...
it really is. And i dont want to forget those things.




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