Belinda

My life seizures will never be controlled

Hi Diary,
Everything just seems to just be getting worse for me.
Seizures still increasing 3 fold.
No drugs are really helping and I'm really sosuicidal it;s
really not funny.
My life is a wreck totally.
Oh and yesterday oh a Sunday show some guy was talking about
people who were disabled and on medicaid they should take
control of there health.
And I'd like to know exactly how the hell am I suppose to do
that!!!!!!!!!!?
I don't control my seizures and how many I have.
I take my meds they don't take control my seizures either
100% so what exactly am Isuppose to do?
Belinda