Nasethray

Book of Dreams
2004-11-21 20:57:49 (UTC)

so excited

dear diary, i'm so excited that i'm going to derek's. he
means everything to me, he's been there for me, but somehow
i don't feel a strong connection with him. i feel kinda like
i'm supposed to make him laugh or something, and i'm not
really able tod o that. i'm not funny to him or anything. i
hope that he doesn't think i'm dumb or boring or anything..i
try to talk but i can't find words sometimes. i hope that he
accepts me for who i am and we will be together forever in
our loving relationship. yours,
lauren




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