a~fuct~up~kid

It's seems I am a believer
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2004-11-21 02:02:02 (UTC)

HOLLY FUCKING HELL!

Mood: Bored...and WOW!
Music: Simple Plan CD- Still not getting Any

WOW!!!! (!!!) Ok, I haven't writen in this for almost a
year! God damn. I just got a a reminder and was like hey, I
forgot I had this. So I read alll my entries, all three of
em :-/ And ya know what? It is AMAZING what can happen in a
year! FIrst of all...

That guy Ryan I was IN LOVE with broke up with me a little
while after new year's eve...through a note. A week later he
got together with Pam. (Grr!) About a week into dating her
he came back to me and starting saying he made a mistake. I
said I'd take him back (becase I was SOO in love!) but he
still dated Pam. I think he was waiting for her to put out,
but she didn't so after they dated for a month he broke up
with her, but only after I broke up with this guy Hoover I
dated for a week out of spite. Then eight seconds after Ryan
dumped Pam through an e-mail he asked me out. He even had
the nerve to ask me not to tell anyone cause Pam probably
didn't even know they were broken up yet. But of course, I
am a push over and excepted the terms. Well, as we dated and
with Ryan not being a virgin, sex came up :-/ It was funny,
the more he said he didn't want to presure me, the more I
wanted to do it. So March 22, 2004 (yes I remember the
date!) we left school during lunch and went to his place.
Everything went great. He even called later to see if I was
ok. It was sweet. But soon the sex was all he was dating me
for. There was even rumor he hooked up with his ex Amanda
when he was with me. (I found this all out AFTER we dated
:-/) Well, one day (the day after we had sex) he dumped
me...THROUGH A FUCKING TEXT MESSAGE!!!!
Anyways, about a month after we broke up we agreed to become
friends with benifits. I was just afriad I'd lose him if I
didn't let him do what he wanted. But he wanted Pam..well to
do her at least, cause now they've been going out for a
while and she did fuck him. *Sigh* Well That's all I'm gonna
write for now. I'll catch y'all up later.

Mad love,
a~fuct~up~kid

Final quote: I wish I could have saved all the tears I cried
over you so now I could drown you in them.


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