bethy

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2004-11-19 23:26:52 (UTC)

What do you do when you re..

What do you do when you're running out of time? Im running
out of time, and resources. What do I do? Its been over a
week without a phone call from Headcase... He's left me all
alone to rot while he goes out and feels, experiences...
And oh Im so locked up, locked up, tied up, lost in a world
of chains. Oh he's left me so alone, trapped in a world of
sins among the sinners. Oh you've ef me so alone buried
beneath the earth, i wish to be.... one with the earth to
cleanse my soul, my heart, my concience.... Im so guilty,
guilty as the sinner, guilty as the saint who permits the
sinner to sin. I've lost all bounds of reality. Im
watching it all slip away and you wont grab my hand to pull
me back to reality. Is this my unishment? to fall back
into the System from whence i came? Headcase has
enraptured me so... and left me all alone. I once wrapped
myself safly within his essence... Now that has been
washed away by the sin of life, the sin of living, the sin
of existance! The morning light comes over me, and my soul
sees darkness.... I see the mourning light... Its darker
than the darkest abyss. You've left me with nothing but
the bitter memories of what had occured here not two weeks
ago. Im running out of time....




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