forever 17

silent wishes
Ad 2:
2004-11-09 02:38:45 (UTC)

good song...

Well if you wanted honesty, that's all you had to say.
I never want to let you down or have you go, it's better
off this way.
For all the dirty looks, the photographs your boyfriend
Remember when you broke your foot from jumping out the
second floor?

I'm not okay.
I'm not okay.
I'm not okay.
You wear me out.

What will it take to show you that it's not the life it
(I'm not okay)
I told you time and time again you sing the words but don't
know what they mean
(I'm not okay)
So be a joke and look, another line without a hook
I held you close as we both shook for the last time take a
good hard look!

I'm not okay.
I'm not okay.
I'm not okay.
You wear me out.

Forget about the dirty looks
The photographs your boyfriend took?
You said you read me like a book, but the pages are all
torn and frayed

I'm okay.
I'm okay!
I'm okay, now
(I'm okay, now)

But you really need to listen to me
Because I'm telling you the truth
I mean this, I'm okay!

I'm not okay
I'm not okay
Well, I'm not okay
I'm not o-f***ing-kay
I'm not okay
I'm not okay

there now, i feel much better. i think i'll write that
down and stare at all day tomorrow so when the big, huge
black guy, f'ing bastard that insists on grabbing and
slapping my ass or pulling my hair or calling me some
obscene name every day decides to do it again tomorrow,
i'll have something to scream out instead of
just "arrgh!!!" and punching the wall. ::sighs:: good
times...not. so very very not.

forever 17