Rice Tree Girl

Ramblings Beneath a Rotating Fan..
2004-11-06 18:46:49 (UTC)

Finally

sigh.. I've been waiting for a saturday like this for a
long time.. I mean.. I love hanging withh my friends but I
needed a little time, you know? I always hang I'm always
too busy and some guy with green hair bit me last time I
went out and hung with chris and his friends.. lol.. it was
kinda creepy...

Anyway so I'm not sure what I'm doing today.. I might just
stay at home which is, for once, fine with me... becuase
I'm tired of thinking in bus schedules and what to do and
where to go and how much my parents are going to yell at
me.. and plus.. if I do go somewhere.. I just want to talk
to my friend today.. I haven't been able to in a couple
weeks on saturdays.. and I.. I want to ok... lol

I had the best dream.. I'm still thinking of it, strange
and interesting all at once... I enjoyed it though...
everything was perfect someday it will all be perfect.. for
now I just wait to talk to... someone... it feels weird to
type names.. it feels strange like I shouldn't have the
right or something... its easier to write as though I were
writing to someone.. and if its someone else it doesnt seem
right, so I say you a lot... I type to you... and you is
whoever I think at the tiem and it doesnt always stay the
same throughout an entire composition (unless I'm actually
writing to someone, like a letter or something)... Its
strange and it makes sense in my head.. like a lot of
things, it won't in anyone else's...

the soft three words make their way like a snake through my
head leaving a rythymn of you behind, I will never forget,
I will smile today for you.

moon and stars
Roz




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