Rice Tree Girl

Ramblings Beneath a Rotating Fan..
2004-11-05 00:57:23 (UTC)

Paper Clips and Angel Wing Tips

Sleepy silence streteches around me
Can you even hear me,
Is my breathing slowing?
Am I making up excuses
For my lack of knowing,
For my lack of observation,
So caught up in myself,
The last thing I wanted to do...
Shh... a few days ago I welcomed it
The silence and the peaceful quiet,
Reading sweetness and light in words
And yet tonight my heart is troubled
It was a long walk home
Knowing I would come back to what?
To the broken slats on the coat closet door...
Is it the monotony that makes me sad?
The everlasting, ever on ever going...
Feels like I died last night and I dont know why..
Fells like I can't control myself,
I'm glappling around for some kind of power
For some kind of reality
For something that could be MINE.
I want to hold onto it
and cast it down if I can.. it doesn't matter!
NOTHING MATTERS
Do you hear me?
Nothing.
Shut up.
Go away.
What's wrong with me?
Moon stars




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