ErykahKayne

My Daily Bread
2004-10-18 07:31:15 (UTC)

today is the day

i'm leaving to go get filled with the holy ghost. maybe
i'll come bacc refreshed or something. i ain't been to
church in bout 2 yrs...the last time was to a funeral last
yr when my uncle died. but that's neither here nor there.
let me tell you..last night i was DE-pressed. why did i
even do it to myself? i don't know. So, why did my gaining
weight and pregnant self try on ALL my old suits thinkin i
was finna wear them to this retreat and just embarrassed
myself?! it was so tragic. one of them i couldn't even
button the top to....the other ones my stomach was sticcin
out of. it was just horrible! so i called my baby cryin,
while my mama laughin at this sight like it's funny. i
didn't know i was THAT big. i mean damn! so then i had to
throw things together that looked somewhat decent. i think
i'll be alright. but it wasn't what i was hoping for. i
washed and set my hair and now it's just waiting to be
curled after our road trip.. i'm actually pretty excited.
i woke up early today. and i might even get in the jacuzzi
at the hotel. depending on if my pregnancy book says
anything about it. i can't remember. ok i gotta get
dressed now. i'll holla on friday..or saturday guys!




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