Nicole

~Lost in Darkness~
2004-10-18 01:53:34 (UTC)

Jacks gone

Jack died last night, or this morning depending on how you
look at it. Jack my puppey. Were still not sure what
happened. It was preatty sudden. The whole family is shaken
up by it. He got sick and died within 12 hours.

I went to see Ian, with Jason the other night. He said he
was proud of me for being so strong with the whole ordeal
with Brian, but sad to see me so closed off to males. That
was right before Jack died. Im not sure if i would call my
self strong, i just dont like to grieve in public. Ive
always held it back till i was alone. Now i wonder if im
not trying to become cold hearted. Being alone, in more
ways then one, is become all to familiar for me.




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