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The Metallic life
2004-10-15 04:37:24 (UTC)

Entry 21: Life's mystery


Today I was at the hospital, it was my father's turn this
time though. The reason why he was there shall remain
within the family. Both times my father had been in the
hospital, I was the only one who had stayed by his side.
Ironic, perhaps to me it was. My mother is on vacation in
Samoa at the moment, my brother used the excuse that he had
to study, yet here comes a guy who isn't even close to his
family staying by his father's side. On top of that, the
only one who stood by his side. Today during my fathers
test with the doctor, I had gone down to the cafeteria to
get him something to eat, I thought maybe after he was done
with the test he might be hungry. That was my motive.

There are two reason's why I find this situation ironic,
and awkward to me personally.

I don't know if I'm actually getting to know my family
better, or if it's because I know what it feels like when
something happens to you and you don't have anyone by your
side. In this case it was my father at the hospital and it
was me beside him making sure he was ok.

Whatever the event, I always find myself staged, wether or
not the spot light is on me or someone else, or for good or
bad.

Timo




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