Mad_hatter

A new beginning
2004-10-12 14:00:55 (UTC)

Revolves around me??

And no it doesnt. SOme people have lost their minds
permanently. Others are too indulged in hatred to care
about anything. Then, you have those that have got it sooo
bad, it makes my situation look like a papercut. Honestly,
I dont have it that bad, ya know? just because I lost the
only person I worshipped long time ago, doesnt mean my life
has come to an end. When she told me I would always have my
kids, then turns around and refuses to let me see them
(once again), I knew what I had to do. You cant plead to
see children, that has a white father now, named Kevin. By
all means. No, im not racist. But is it really fair for her
to take your children away from you, everytime she gets
angry at you? I just got them back last week, and I lose
them again.

I explained to her....its not fair "my children" see
more of Kevin, than me. Its not fair, that I only get to
see them once a fucking week. ITS NOT FAIR!!! Her response
was, "Oh, Okay." She didnt deny it. And ever since Sunday,
I havent spoke to her, and theres no reason to speak to
her. I dont have anything else to say to her, nor have any
reason to listen to her. But now, Im stuck with a daughter
that has my last name, but im sure she'll change that
sooner or later.

HAHA!! Its funny how, I care for no one or nothing just
2 weeks ago, and she comes back into my life, just to
revive my feelings, and fuck with my head for a second.
ANYWAYZ, Krystal and I talked alllll last night. She tried
her best to persuay me to be hers. It didnt work the way
she wanted it to. And the fucked up thing about it is : She
wants to have my kids, she wants to marry me, she wants to
be together........everything I want out of Kathy, Krystal
ALexis Wants!!!! Well, She asked me to stop by today, and
she assured me, "Stephen, I will change you mind!" Im gonna
stop by and see her family. She knows no sex for right now,
but today I just might give "her and I "that chance. This
could be my chance to be happy, since you know you know.




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