Beauty Within

Fuck Me Pretty
2004-10-03 04:30:02 (UTC)

Why Do I Care?

You wonder why I care... if she's there having fun without
me you ask... why do I care. Why do I want to see her so
bad if shes not eager enough to see me...

well fuck you. cuz ya know why... I CARE!

For three years. Three years of memories. Three years of
looking forward to that one weekend where nothing mattered.
Where I could get away from all this SHIT and be with one
of the best friends I have ever had. Someone I was STUPID
enough to let go. I care because ever since I was FUCKED UP
enough to say goodbye I have wanted to take back everyword.
Thinking of 3,000,000,000,000 ways to take it back, to go
to her and bge her to forgive me for everything that I am
worth. Because she has meant SO much to me, done SO much
for me.

I know you all know what it's like to want. to need. to
miss... to regret..... to have a best friend.

to lose.


Why do I care?

Because I miss her... she gave me life.

She loved... me.




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