Beauty Within

Fuck Me Pretty
2004-09-30 02:55:22 (UTC)

How are you?

So i haven't really been talking much latley. I mean I
write a lot but it's about stuff that happens and stuff I
read and just stuff but nothing like whats on my mind all
the time, how am I, am I okay....

well really... im just there. School is so long and
everything is dragging on and moving so fast at the same
time. School gives me the worst headaches, I go to school,
work my ass off with stuff on my mind all day and then go
home, do homework and think to myself and think and think
and think in the darkness and let my mind just wonder....
not good. Cuz I do if everyday and by 7:00 im worn out
beyond belief. I just wanna go to bed. But something
always comes up and I go to bed around 10 or so. GOd.

Sometimes I just wanna sit alone and read. I like being
alone... no one can hurt me there

Im so worried about Malia, miss her, love her, want her to
be okay. I love Keith and I love Wes and I just want
everyone to hbe happy. I just don't know. idk....

Kenny still hasn't written me back, god dammit, I am
getting so impatient.

Im tired, im worn out, SO emotionally drained.

We get to watch Bang Bang you're dead tomorrow, I can't
wait. No makeup for Kim tomorrow.

yah idk, i had a lot of things i was going to say but im
not going to say them anymore, simply because I don't want
to.

Which makes this entry pointless.




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