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A Precious Lesbian Girl???
2004-09-29 02:36:57 (UTC)

Sick and sad....whatta night lol

Yep thats right lol once again I my friends am sick. I
freakin' love it. I just woke up. I pretty much slept all
day other than when I was in my 2 classes. It was a good
time lol. School is like a total bore but by the end of
the day I lol.feel brilliant :) Lisa, Tiff and I are all
sick..its funny cept Im the only one that has to go to
school, thats sweet isn't it lol. Anywho, the point is i'm
sick and it sucks a lot like. I totally sound like a man
beast haha.:-D Oh well what can ya do? Other than the whole
sick thing I'm doing well. Yesterday was a good day, I was
in a wonderful mood and school was wonderful. We all went
to Tony's last night and hung out. Jamie was totally coked
out again..I'm not even supurised anymore I think I kind of
gave up last night so whatever she wants to do...it's now
not my problem anymore.:) Oh yeah, Nicole and I kind of got
better yesterday too. It was def. a crazy day. Actually I
think it was prolly an hour after I wrote the last entry
that we actually talked. Apparently Miss Nicole has been
reading these atleast enough to know about Alex and how I
feel 'cause she definitely wasn't happy about it. She
pretty much doesn't like Alex at all 'cause I "want her."
Which I wouldn't really say is true, I don't know what I
want anymore. I mean I do but its at this point impossible
so whatever happens happens. I'm not gonna be attached to
anyone anymore it's pointless. But yeah so when I asked
Nicole if she was in love with me yesterday, she
said "Yes." Yeah that was definitely a heart attack lol.
Lisa told me that she is prolly worried now because she
knows she could lose me or something. I don't know but I
was all excited...So yeah we're good. Actually I just
talked to her a minute ago but she is now at Armand's so
she had to go which is good it's late. I was like waiting
for her to call all day though lol. Yeah and uhhh shes
going to Alaska....Don't really wanna talk about that while
I'm sick so some night when I'm in a venting mood we'll get
there kay kids?:) I will say one thing though, I know all
we do is talk now anyways so it shouldn't matter to me that
shes going to ALASKA but yeah it does...It might as well be
China or something...I hate Alaska lol.:-p
Anywho, school was okay today. I slept durring all of
my study hall so I could like deal with the 2 classes that
I have. Oh how I love senior year lol.;) SO yeah I did that
and then 10th period kinda got bitched at 'cause noone saw
me all day haha my bad?!? I didn't really care who I saw I
felt like shit. After school I came home to sleep and that
I did..until Jessica and Alex walked in and woke me up
after the game. Yeah that was a little wierd lol...Nice,
and weird. Jessica left within like 10 minutes, don't know
why but it was a little wierd. I kinda thought maybe she
knew that like Alex isn't all that straight anymore lol.
But yeah so I slept and Alex like sat on the end of the
couch and just kept askin' if I was okay and it was nice. I
didn't really know what to say or do. I don't wanna like
give anyone the wrong impression as of right now 'cause I'm
not about hurting anyone and I totally have the potential
to right now which is a shit deal lol. SO yeah she left
after awhile and then I went back to bed. Kristy called and
woke me up at 9 so we talked and then I watched real world
and laguna beach and just layed around. That my friends was
my day. Exciting right??? I know I know lol. I'm gonna go
lay back down after I talk to Lisa Mae so yeah thats all.:D
Later......




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