McKaY

McKayism: Everything, Anything & Nothing
2004-09-27 03:10:58 (UTC)

exhaustion

i feel like i'm being pulled from every direction that's
possible... work, school, n home all at the same time.
originally, didn't really wanna come back this wkend cuz
spirit day at school, but had to b/c of some family
stuff. found out fri that had a performance at work on
sund.... so basically i didn't even know what to do on
sund considering the fact i was suppose to be in school,
had a perf at work and had to do something w/ mom. i
don't know what to choose n how to choose. it's not like
anyone's pressuring me, it's just that my own head having
all these feelings of self blames. it doesn't sound like
such a big deal, but it's already a minor sample of what
would happen if something grand was to happen. i guess i
already knew what i'd do if anything happens at home.
just a matter of if i can just handle it. hope all is
well. i don't wanna lose.

i'm scared.

i'm so exhausted....

so tired of social gatherings...

think body is gonna shut down on me soon..... real soon.




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