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Mental Screamings
2004-09-25 03:39:23 (UTC)

Hobbiton Vs. France

Since Stine seems to think I need to write about Kate, here
we go, for her sake. I am sad because I never get to hang
out with her. Now, dont mistake that with never seeing her.
I see her three times a week minimum. Its just that we see
each other at meetings and such and so all the more
conversation we have is in passing. Its really hard to do
anything with her during the week because I am busy and she
is busier and the past two weekends, one of us have been
gone, so we cant hang out then. The last two times we
actually hung out, we were doing homework. And on the other
front, despite having the support of P-Slug and Stine, I'm
finding it difficult to keep my feelings in check. I dunno,
just a few things that she has done in the short times I see
her weekly make it just break the resolve a little and all
those little cracks add up. I'm essentally where I have
always been. Its as if I am a positive charge in the middle
of two equal negative charges. I am forever being sucked
both ways equally and neither one is ever gaining ground on
the other. Now that I have gone crazy enough to make a
simile comparison between relationships and physics, I'ma go
to bed.

Hey now, all you sinners
Put your lights on, put your lights on
Hey now, all you lovers
Put your lights on, put your lights on
Hey now, all you killers
Put your lights on, put your lights on
Hey now, all you children
Leave your lights on, you better leave your lights on
Cause there's a monster living under my bed
Whispering in my ear
There's an angel, with a hand on my head
She say I've got nothing to fear
There's a darkness deep in my soul
I still got a purpose to serve
So let your light shine, into my home
God, don't let me lose my nerve
Lose my nerve
Hey now, hey now, hey now, hey now
Wo oh hey now, hey now, hey now, hey now
Hey now, all you sinners
Put your lights on, put your lights on
Hey now, all you children
Leave your lights on, you better leave your lights on
Because there's a monster living under my bed
Whispering in my ear
There's an angel, with a hand on my head
She say's I've got nothing to fear
La ill aha ill allah
We all shine like stars
We all shine like stars
Then we fade away
-"Put Your Lights On" by Santana

G'night




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