Beauty Within

Fuck Me Pretty
2004-09-22 22:30:18 (UTC)

It's Written.

This diary entry is me bitching and sounding very stupid
and loserish.... and this is me caring. Don't read it if
you already think im crazy.


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Why? Why the fuck does he take everyone I love. My brother
lives in Wisconsin. My family lives in Hawaii. Both my
grandpa's died when I was 5 and 7. Dad died when I was 7
the day before Tahnksgiving. Mimi died when I was 14,
right before my birthday. Mandi doesn't need me anymore.
Eventually you won't need me either. and you'll leave too,
you'll be gone. Whether or not you choose to believe it
right now, it's beyond your control. It's already
starting... we're drifiting. Once it's written and he's
decided to ruin my life and take every one of my reasons
for living it's beyond your control. Beyond anyone's
control.

He's written somewhere that "Kim Kanealii was born for a
purpose. To give strength, faith, and hope into people she
comes across in life. She'll love them all with all her
heart and share memories and hold them forever. But once
I've decided her time with them is up I will take them
away one by one until she is alone. I shall give her the
talent of a beautiful voice so that late at night while
she cries, she can sing to me her sorrow. She will be my
rough draft to see how strong a person can be before they
crack..."


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I'm gonna ask you to please not comment on this entry.




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