missaloonz

Confessions of a Natural Redhead
2004-09-20 00:51:48 (UTC)

Secret

I know I said I had switched, but I think I'll still
ocasionally post on this one... just cause there are some
things I don't want to share with everyone at myspace.com
so whatever. So yeah. The bastard doctors won't give me
the results over the phone. I have to wait til Thursday.
I'm pissed. And now I'm worrying about it again. This is
fucking unhealthy. I'll feel so much better when I know,
and the doctor is disregarding that. She fucking knows I
have anxiety issues. Grrr.
I'm worried about my brother. Especially now since I've
had correspondence with Tets. Bob's hurting himself so
much, and he doesn't even realise it. I over heard him
talking to Stevie, and he thinks Tets is just overacting
and being a drama queen basically. Which is shit. Tets
shouldn't be getting crap for being honest about how he's
feeling. It really feels like Tets needs some support, and
I'd like to be there for him. It hurts me so much that
he's in so much pain right now. All I want is for him to
be at ease with everything. I want to talk to him in
person about it, but I'm not sure if it'll happen at all.
I'm a bit nervous about it, cause I don't want it to seem
like I'm coming on to him. He's just such a dear friend to
me, and I love him so much... but that is a direction I
could never go in. I've been down that road before, and I
can't do that ever again. Cause it always felt like I hurt
Bob's relationship with he who will not be named, and I
can't/won't be responsible for something like that again
especially not with Tets. But that won't be an issue with
Tets, cause he doesn't like me like that, so I shouldn't
worry. But I also thought that about he who will not be
named... But this is different. Very different.

Secret by Maroon 5

Watch the sunrise
Say your goodbyes
Off we go
Some conversation
No contemplation
Hit the road

Car overheats
Jump out of my seat
On the side of the highway, baby
Our road is long
Your hold is strong
Please don't ever let go, oh no

I know I don't know you
But I want you so bad
Everyone has a secret
Oh, can they keep it?
Oh no, they can't

I'm driving fast now
Don't think I know how to go slow
Where you at now
I feel around
There you are

Cool these engines
Calm these jets
I ask you how hot can it get
And as you wipe off beads of sweat
Slowly you say, I'm not there yet

I know I don't know you
But I want you so bad
Everyone has a secret
Oh, can they keep it?
Oh no, they can't

I know I don't know you
But I want you so bad
Everyone has a secret
Oh, but can they keep it?
Oh no, they can't




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