Beauty Within

Fuck Me Pretty
2004-09-16 02:55:22 (UTC)

School and Sean

So as for Sean... well. idk. I really like him and I was so
happy today cuz we held hands twice and were like so close
all day and it was just so cool. cuz like this morning he
was feeling my hands so see if they were colder than his
and they were so we both dropped our hands we just...
didn't let go. and then on the bus we were sitting
together and he took my condom pocket and I was all getting
it back and stuff and when he gave it back we both just
held on.The first time he let go and the second time I let
go because I didn't like... i don't know, I didn't want him
to feel like he had to cuz I wasn't sure or anything.
Because people keep saying "Please Kim, don't deny it you
know he likes you. I mean he's held your hand, he's asked
you to go to Game Works with him and you guys are like
always together" but uh hello people!!! aren't you
forgetting the little ITY BITY detail that he SAID he
doesn't like me?!?! yah i was thinking that answer was a
dead give away. and maybe in other cases I would believe
you guys when you say "Maybe he's shy." but he SAID he
likes Caludia and had no problem. For the most part hes an
open person so why would he hide and say he doesn't like me
if he does? Maybe its cuz Im ugly... maybe he would be
embarressed to admit it... or maybe im just not his type.
not pretty enough. not good enuff. idk GOD KIM SHUT UP! I
keep thinking about him. and its not good. I need a new
thing on my mind.

As for school my classes are all not bad.

1. Science - Mr. Smith!!!! OMG one of my FAVORITE teachers
he is just the fucking coolest teacher I've ever had. I can
already tell this year is gonna kik ass. It's gonna be work
but it'll be okay. Tayler and Patrick are really the only
people i talk to in that class. Awesome people.

2. Sign Language - Mrs. Tubbs. Whoo she makes me laugh.
Shes so funny and Sign is actually really fun. but yah me
and Melanie, it's cool.

3. Math - Mrs. Wright. She's...... weird. Very Very weird.
I love having a class with Patrick and Serpa though. They
are so much fun and Patrick cracks me up like no other.
Hott too.

4. English - Mr. HG!!!!! OH MA GAWD! LOOOOOVE her! her and
Mr. Smith! just good gawd best teachers ever. She is
just... omg coolest lady ever. Just Love her! You just
don't even know. just god gawd, ok im done. haha

5. Dance - Mrs. Laboo... holy shit that class is so much
harder than I thought it would be. The teacher is okay but
its the only class I have with Sean! Sean... .ahhhhh dood
he is 18!!!! he does NOT look 18. wait im talking about
classes....

6. Choir - Mr. Riggs... cool cool it's choir its choir its
everythang it was last year but a little cooler a little
not.

so what ever. yah thats school i gotta go eat dinner





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