Codesmith

Life, Or Something Like It
2004-09-12 09:02:16 (UTC)

I Like You Alot ...

It's 0912, Sunday. 416am. We have not gotten as hard a
weather as I would have liked, considering that we were
promised such by local meterologists.

I was utterly exhausted a few moments ago, but now I feel
alot ... better. If that's a good word to use. It's
probably not so healthy to stay up late like this all the
time.

I've been neglecting my work outs, for the past two days.
Although I guess technically, ... my muscles are
rebuilding themselves. Ya, that's it. The problem is that
I've now outstripped my weights. They aren't anymore of a
challenge for me anymore. Not to mention that I require a
few more equipment things. However, that might be a bit
difficult considering budgeting for weight lifting
equipment is currently zero dollars.

Trying to eat right has been something of a challenge for
me. Sorta. The limited variety of foods that I can consume
as fuel and use safely in my workouts, ... it's getting
kinda redundant. Not to mention the food is beginning to
lose it's appeal. I find myself craving for Tuna Helper's
Creamy Broccoli. My favourite dish.

I went to get groceries today, ... well, some stuff to
tide us over for the next few days. I just got some bread,
and some stuff for the girls. They wanted a ton of
stuff ... ice cream, soda, ... I can't remember what else.
I just got some stuff to make a few sandwiches. Fresh
lettuce and tomatos. I'm not a health nut, but I don't
think canned tomatos taste better than fresh cut ones.

We got home, made a few sandwiches and hung out for a
bit ... watching rejected office box movies on the t.v.

Yesterday, I was talking with Elle virutally all day. The
first part of our conversations wasn't that great. I can
only surmise she was really tired, which I can understand.
I was feeling pretty lethargic myself for some reason.

Later in the day though, she started getting more
animated. I guess it's cause she was feeling alot better,
and perhaps had a higher sugar level in her blood as a
result of eating. She shared more things about herself
with me, which I thought was pretty cool. She talked alot
more, made jokes, ... we laughed a bunch and ... well, it
was absolutely wonderful. She had a thing to go to, so we
bid our goodbyes and that was that for the night.

This was after the watching of rejected stuff on t.v.

I watched Big Brother, ... which is a ritual for us on
Tuesday/Thursday/Saturday. Not very pleased with the
current situation in the house though.

I'm so exhausted. I keep thinking about Elle though. I
think ... I'm obsessed. Well, not totally. I mean, I've
been totally obsessed with someone before, and that was
kind of like where I couldn't think of anything but that
person. Um ... It was not a very happy moment in my life.

With Elle it's alot different ... I actually feel more
comfortable around her. I don't feel stressed about things
or pressured about anything. It's like she accepts me for
who I am, ... and ... wow I really don't know how to
explain this.

I'll try to later though. I'm just so exhausted right
now. ... I need some sleep. I'll also finish what I was
going to explain in my previous entry as well.

But before I go ... I thought I would recount the best
part of my day.

I remember telling her last night, that I liked her
alot ... and then, she said she liked me too. I know
that might sound kinda silly, and possibly not like
anywhere near what I was trying to tell her. Not to
mention it maybe sounds a bit odd that I would think it
was the best part of my day ... But ... it really made my
day to hear her say that. Wow I feel like I'm in
highschool again.

Whoa ... I feel so happy when she's around.




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