little goth gurl

without wings, i fall
2004-09-10 20:53:28 (UTC)

thank you for the venom

so even with billy by my side my life is managing to crumble
to small little pieces. my brother hit me today. it was
really strange because he's never been a violent person but
we were arguing because he made a freaking mess downstairs
and we were yelling at each other and he just punched
me...he came back a few minutes later and was freaking out
he was soooo upset at what he had done. i dont even think he
realized that he did it....he was crying. now hes high...he
tends to do that...when he does something he either feels
guilty for or something he regrets he gets high...we both
have our ways of avoidance. he drinks or gets high..i
cut...only difference is i'm suppose to be setting an
example...i'm 24 hes 19. so i cut again about an hour
ago...a couple of large gashes. if anyone asks brian did
it...my arm is so fucked up right now...its gross...my own
fault but still. its worse than its been in a long time. i'm
a fuck up as you all already know. so anyways i don't have
to work again until next week! woo! well i should go because
i have a few things to do and then i was thinking about
taking the kids for a walk...

xoxo
linzi
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thank you for the venom-my chemical romance

Sister, I'm not much a poet, but a criminal
And you never had a chance
Love it, or leave it, you can't understand
A pretty face, but you do so carry on,
and on,
and on

I wouldn't front the scene if you payed me
I'm just the way that the doctor made me, on,
and on,
and on,
and on
Love is the red of the rose on your coffin door
What's life like, bleeding on the floor,
the floor,
the floor

You'll never make me leave
I wear this on my sleeve
Give me a reason to believe

[Chorus]
So give me all you poison
And give me all your pills
And give me all your hopeless hearts
And make me ill
You're running after something
That you'll never kill
If this is what you want
Then fire at will

Preach all you want but who's gonna save me?
I keep a gun on the book you gave me, hallelujah, lock and load
Black is the kiss, the touch of the serpeant sun
It ain't the mark or the scar that makes you one,
and run,
and run,
and run

You'll never make me leave
I wear this on my sleeve
Give me a reason to believe

[Chorus]
So give me all your poison
And give me all your pills
And give me all your hopeless hearts
And make me ill
You're running after something
That you'll never kill
If this is what you want
Then fire at will

You'll never make me leave
I wear this on my sleeve
You wanna follow something
Give me a better cause to lead
Just give me what I need
Give me a reason to believe

[Chorus x2]

So give me all your poison
And give me all your pills
And give me all your hopeless hearts
And make me ill
You're running after something
That you'll never kill
If this is what you want
Then fire at will




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