Sadie

Broken dreams
2004-09-09 02:57:03 (UTC)

Dreams

I've been dreaming about my ex-boyfriend again lately.
It's not like I say I wanna dream about Jack, but I guess
it's subconsious. I mean I do still like him, but I never
see him and he's always around his most recent ex-
girlfriend, Hannah. I haven't ever really liked her and
she thinks I hate her because she went out with Jack. One
of those he chose her over me, what? I hate her kinda
things. Well I was jealous but it's not that, that made me
dislike her. It's just the way she is, she blames it all on
me when we both did things to make or rift bigger. Oh well.
I don't care about that, well I do but I am never openly
mean to her. So there. I just feel like throwing up
everytime I see them together. I know they aren't together
but it still makes me sick or whatever.
Well last night I had a dream that is really weird in the
way that things happen.
I'm at school and....
In first hour I sat down in my normal seat next to James
and kiddy corner from Jack. I was talking to James and
flirting with him, I was working with him on the assignment
and Jack kept asking me questions, he kept shaking his head
at me and looking away. I rolled my eyes and then went back
to talking to James, but everytime I would look up Jack
would be looking at me. I felt weird because I had usually
been the one glancing at him and then now he was doing it.
So the next time I saw him was in the hallway, he was with
Hannah as always and they were standing there. Usually he
does his best to avoid looking at me but this time he
looked straight at me and held my gaze until someone said
his name and he looked away. I kept walking and thinking
that he was playing a cruel joke on me.
Later at Lunch he kept looking at me again and I just
didn't know why. He was acting all shy around me and that's
not like him, he's as outgoing as me. He was acting like I
do when I like someone. Well for the most part.
By the time school had ended I was so hyped up and thinking
ohmigod he likes me again and thinking FINALLY. What took
him so long. Well then one of my friends, his best friend,
came up to me and said. "Sadie, Jack is going to ask you
out don't tell him I told you but you know, stick around,
he's being really shy."
I was like ohmigod..It's really happening. So I stuck
around, kinda straightened my locker and watched the people
leave the school.
Finally he came up to me and looked my right in the eye and
said. "Sadie...I was...well...would...would you want to go
out on Saturday night?"
"I thought you'd never ask! YES of course I will."
TO BE CONTINUED....




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