Guava

kiss me, kill me, hold me, thrill me
2004-09-09 01:51:22 (UTC)

September 1, 2004 10:43 AM

Ok, so Dave asked me out for drinks.  Since we will be living closer to
eachother it totally makes sense.  So I mentioned it to John and it
sounded he wanted to go.  I didn't tell him the invite sounded like Dave
wanted it to be just the two of us.

Oh well, I e-mailed Dave and told him that we could do something just
the two of us later this fall since John has a night class.  Then John
won't mind missing out since he has plans already.

No word from Cal if she can come this weekend or not.  I'm going to have
to call her and pin her down for an answer.  She probably just hasn't
had time to respond to my e-mail.

After I talk to her I'll call Dave and fill him in on when she can come.
Also we can make plans to go for drinks.  I guess I should have some
good places to suggest before I call him.  it might simplify things.
And it would give me something to talk about.

I just looked and found one real possibility and another place that
would work but is a bit too expensive.  I want this to be a nice casual
thing.  We can do a nicer place next time if he wants, but that might
not be good if it's just the two of us.

The two of us dressed nice and looking damn good out to eat.  We can
totally handle it.  We'll just keep our eyes off our bodies and be fine.
I say that with a joking tone because we are both adults and I know I
can keep myself in check.  Besides, I'm pretty sure I've scared off any
ideas he had about wanting to date me.  I've probably told him enough
shit about myself and things I've done that he wouldn't ever consider
dating me.

He knows parts of my dark side that only one other person knows about.
I've told him things I know scared him.  So the only reason he would
consider dating me is if he thought he could fix all my broken freaky
bits.  And if he thought he could steal me away from John.  Both of
which are highly unlikely.