fallinstarr123

the truth
2004-09-08 20:27:21 (UTC)

end of summer

i hoped and prayed that it was nothing but a bad dream but
sure enough i woke up and had to go to school. its hard to
believe that i am a junior this year.
i figured i may as well fil you in on the rest of my
summer. a couple weeks ago Leasha, cristina, cindy and i
had a get together at my place. We oficially initiated
leasha into the O sister club. I am Reno, Cindy is Noeno
(nono), Christina is nemo, leasha is ohno and ashley is
tino. it started out with just me and then grew. Ashley is
considered a pre-o sister because of um well she hasnt had
a BIG O if you know what i mean. well we downed a bottle of
wine and talked the hole nite. it was relly alot of fun.
My horse decided to hurt herself the night before a show
so she is out of comission for a while. she has to stay in
her stall all the time. it really stinks because i cant
ride her for a while.
Things with Jeff are great. I have found i only get
cranky when it is aorund that time of the month (go figure)!
Ashley used to be my closest and best friend but i can
feel that we are moving apart. it just seems that we have
nothing to talk about. it is also alot my fault because i
have a lot more new friends that i can relate to more and i
spend alot of time talking to them. i kinda feel bad for
her sometimes because she always goofs up when she is in
the spotlight. or idk i just feel embrassed for her alot.
maybe things will get better now that i will be seeing her
everyday in school.
Friday i am going to a retreat for my church. the first
year i really didnt want to go becuase i thought it was
only for bible nerds but now i love going back and is even
worth takinga weekend away from everybody. you can just
relax and be yourself there.




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