Another Broken Angel

GOD
2004-09-08 04:09:30 (UTC)

Typical guy shit....(lol)

Dear God,

Hi...I would ask you how your day was but I don't
think you have the time to answer. It's ok though because
no matter what I know you alway's have time to listen. Ok
my day so far uh well it suck'd I found myself trying not
to look at Isaac again and well I miss him still it's
suck's but it's ok I guess... I stopped talking to him cuz
a friend of mine was talking to him and they told me he
said he was really really annoy'd with me and basically
wanted me to leave him alone and well I'm trying but it
hurts..he doesn't really have to deal with me anymore cuz
we only have one class together and he sit's at another
table, and at church considering his is the only one I
really go to anymore he wont have to worry about me either
cuz I start working during 2nd service with the
preschoolers so his mom doesn't have to. Speaking of my so
called job I should have started it this last sunday but I
was in Mexico with ben and his family which totally suck'd
cuz I ended up babysitting two drunk guy's and waitting up
for a ditched mother cuz her husband is a loser. I had to
babysit ben and his father which was not at all fun after
sitting in a car with them for like 5 hours with no one
talking so I read one of the books that Isaac gave me and
I had to listen to them scream at each other the whole way
back and ben broke up with me before we even crossed the
border back into the united states what a jerk. Ok then
Will gets all happy that me and ben are over and asked me
out and I wasn't sure what to say but I started thinking
about Isaac and then said yes which I don't understand.
anyways the other day I called ben Isaac and then I called
Will ben and today I called Russell Will and you better
believe I've called Isaac Russell he could even vouge for
that one. Aw man I miss him so much...Oh he just dyed his
hair the color I wanted him to black well he wanted to dye
it black anyways but yeah it looks kinda wierd cuz it was
just dyed obviously but it does look pretty good I hope he
adds the red tint that would look so HOT!!! omg'z I need
to get over him ok thats my pray'r for the week to find a
way to make me ok with the fact me and Isaac are never
going to be together again. ok well I had a game today and
we lost no third round either and it was pretty cool cuz I
got to take someones spot out on the court so yeah.....ok
well I got homework to finish and all that and I have read
a reply I have in my diary thing. I'm woundering who it's
from cuz there were only 3 people that I know of that read
my diary and I don't think it's Isaac or Russell so it's
probably Tabbie from school or some random person.

Loving you always,
Korrena R. Clark

P.S. God even though there's holes please overflow my cup
with joy!




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