daccn

I am not a clerk
2004-08-31 02:10:22 (UTC)

such sweet sorrow

That was a rather amazing twelve days, a stretch of time
that I would rank as being among the most significant of
my life so far. Suffice to say, Peter and I got on quite
well.

Saying goodbye was rough. I fought back the tears as best
I could while going through security at the airport this
morning, now and then casting a look back at him standing
just on the other side of the gate. Now, of course, his
absence knaws at my stomach and my chest.

A little while ago I characterized my dating/relationship
life as being characterized so far by progressively more
positive experiences, and this is certainly a continuation
of that trend. Not only does the relationship remain
intact after so much time together, but Peter himself far
surpasses the fine specimen in so many important respects.

And, it seems I've lost my head again. It is not
altogether unpleasant. Ah, heartsick me.




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