Hakerz338

Grass is Greener on the Other Side
2004-08-30 11:49:15 (UTC)

Sigh...

What's wrong with me? I'm not happy. I feel like crap, and
this weekend didn't make me feel better. Got into a fight
with my GF, ended up hurting her (emotionally), and that
just sucked. Got into a fight with some guy (physically)
that thinks i'm tryin to steal his GF, well his ex. Things
at home need work, the parental's vehicle is now officially
dead. I'm being termed, and i'll have to go through
training and all that crap. ARGH!!! I don't know. Most of
all i feel shitty about the way i was towards LSR. It
bothers me so much that, I can't be with her when we wanna
be together. It bothers me that I have to be such a secret
in her life, as if i don't exist. I mean, it makes me feel
like i'm a crappy BF. I guess with her busy at school and
once i get the work situation fixed, I'm going to start
working MORE. That's the only thing that'll keep my mind
off her. Not only that but my friends are like busy
nowadays. Nukes does nothing but doesn't have time to go
out with me. The other guys tend to do stuff and exclude me
out. So usually, I have to call around and hope that
someone wants to do something. I guess with the upcoming
weekends i'll go bouldering indoors and climb. I don't
know. I need to just get away, and just be HAPPY. I'M
MISERABLE!!!


L8r Dayz
7:47 AM




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