Hakerz338

Grass is Greener on the Other Side
2004-08-26 20:16:13 (UTC)

Beat Down

LSR wanted to know why i was beating myself up last night.
I spoke with jas. like 2ish hours. She said something I
guess, that made me feel like crap. I don't know if it just
came out wrong or what. I guess, right now, the stress of
not being with each other has gotten both of us (lsr and I)
in a little depressed state. Anyways, after our (Jasmin and
I) talk last night, I'm actually going to meet her parents
this weekend, before the party so there's no ackwardness.
Her parents' idea. I need to be with LSR. I need to talk
with her, spend time with LSR. I hope she can manage to go
out Friday, so i can see her. Since I've gotten sick, not
being able to talk to her much or see her much, have been
making me feel worse. I feel like i'm bouncing off the
walls. She's not doing so well either, and sigh... We need
some time together. I know Sept. is going to be a long
month. With being termed on the 3rd, I have to be put on
days, which mean I won't be able to talk to LSR until i get
my schedule back to nights. Our relationship in the next up
coming weeks is going to be a little stressful. Sigh... I
got to see her.


L8r Dayz
4:15 PM




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