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danny
2004-08-26 00:16:58 (UTC)

Thus begins junior year.

Today was the first day of my junior year in college. Time
sure as hell flies, i can still remember being in middle
school like it happened yesterday. I'm an upperclassman
now, someone who all the younger students look up to. They
look up to me because i've been around, i know things that
freshman dont know yet. I'm almost 21, just a few more
months and i'll be legal. Coming into this school year, i
realize i want something more. I really want a gf this
year. With me getting older, i'm really starting to
realize that i want someone to be with, someone to share my
life with.

Some day i want to get married, but not for a few years.
Hell my dad was married when he was 21. I'd make such a
good bf, i'm practically the perfect guy. But all i keep
on hearing is that all people want is to be friends with
me, and not ruin what we have. Maybe this is good, but
when the hell will i find my "dream" girl. Tommorow, next
month, next year? Who knows. If certain people only
realize what life would be like with me, i would be so much
happier. But no, i have to be miserable and alone untill
the right girl comes into my life. I've waited 20 years,
maybe i'm gonna have to wait 20 more.




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